levitate

if only you knew what i knew

 i want to levitate
out of here.

 toe tips, leaving ground, air catching on a stitch in my chest
like a rogue thread in my sweater, catching the loose skin on my finger

 i want to levitate
out of my mind
for just one day

 i'd go to somewhere that doesn't have a name
and i'd lose my name
and nobody would know me
and nobody would have any of their loose stitches attached to me.

 the makeshift cage of strings they've created around me
would stretch and stretch as i go higher and higher
and snap
and i'm free


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