shaking in your boots
and this is what I pray for you to a God who has done the same for me time & time again the pain that leaves fresh cuts, scars that open up over and over, skin separating, blood blossoms forth turns crimson mixing with the air & it scars over time & time again and this what I pray for you to a God who has done the same for me I will never stop breaking my knees as they crash to the ground and I will never stop hiding my face in a cage of flesh and bones, blood and veins I will never stop grappling for air to kiss my lungs because I was not meant for this world and it kills me, time & time again. every once in a while I feel my flame dwindling. and I pray that if you ever feel this way hopeless alone that my Elah comes back to you, every time just like he's done for me. I pray that he lifts you back up heals your broken bones sews together your split lip gives you breath again.